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Its only the beginning of the week and already I feel useless. I feel like I've done nothing this summer vacation, probably because all my plans are at the end of the summer. It just feels like I need to make more plans or something. I need to get out more. I've been helping around the house and such but thats not any fun. I've tried drawing to keep myself occupied but there's only so long you can draw without getting tired or even bored. I can't wait until this weekend. I'll actually be going somewhere, doing something! Finally! Germany is only three weeks away so that isn't too far either.
Hmm, I've been listening to the Gregorians and Sarah's rendition of Join Me over and over, it's so pretty yet so sad. But I guess some people would rather die and be in heaven with their loved one than live down here alone. The words are so pretty, they make me wish I could fly. I'm not sure why they make me feel that way though. They're just very free, spiritual words that make you want to see what heaven looks like. I really do wonder sometimes about heaven and the angels. They must feel so warm. I don't want to die anytime soon but when I do, I hope heaven is real and maybe I can become an angel too! Heh, the strange thing about me saying this is that I used to be so unsure of God's existence but lately I have this new found appriciation for him. I don't know what changed me but if God does exist, he's being incredibly kind to me, and I thank him.
Hehe, sorry about the religious rant, I'm sure none of you wanted to hear that. Other things.. well, I've been on a really big Wolf's Rain kick! Not many people have seen it or heard of it before but its on Adult Swim at [12:30] I think. It's a really good anime, but its all about wolves so of course I would love it. Oh! And Tsume x Toboe is just so cute! -___- yes, I am yaoi infested. It's like a uncurable disease that doesn't bother me, just others around me. Sorry everyone!
There is a smile
A smile upon your face
I wonder why
Why you're full of grace
There was a time
My feeling was replaced
I wanna hide
Hide in your embrace...
Not the same Sarah song but another pretty one that makes me think a lot. I know she doesn't write the lyrics but they way she sings the words, they're just beautiful. Such a simple song like this can almost bring one to tears. Heh, maybe I'm a bit too sentimental but something about her music makes me want to fly..
<3 Kaori
[ugh! I just went browsing through my Archives and boy do I have a lot of crap entries about absolutely nothing! I tried to delete all of those that had no importance wahtsoever. Its funny to read back though and to see how much one grows up. I read some of the incredibly stupid things I said and laughed at the fact that I actually said that. Anway, I'm still in the process of deleting crappy entries about nothing just because they're annoying and a waste of my archive.]